If i keep telling myself its for the beat ill believe it.
All i want to do is text him say im sorry ask for forgiveness but that would just be mean for me to do. He deserves better then me. Some one who will be there and be patient. I wish i could have been that peraon but im not. I still love you. I wish i could be there for you but i cant. Maybe oneday down the road we can see where we stamd together but right now all i can do is love you and hope we can both be happy.
...., Kayla
